What Seeeking Infinite Jest Means

fuck…shit…grr!!…gddmn….ugh!!….I swear to…..goddamn!!!! The hell is wrong with this stupid….ughhh!!!…………………….okay…I’m done.

I’m in a sad room with pale cubicles and fluorescent lights sucking the color out of the room, about to complete the GRE General exam.

You have the choice to accept or decline  your scores. If you click “accept”, they will stay in your exam history and will be visible to the schools you wish to send them to. If you decline, they will be deleted, unable to be recovered.

(defeated sigh) Sure

I see my score.

I want to grab the computer monitor and rip it out of the desk. I want to yell all of my frustrations, letting out the loudest Fuck You my lungs can let out. But I don’t. There are other people in this room, also taking exams, and I don’t wish to bother them. I get up and quietly leave the room.

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